Saturday, September 20, 2008

Tonight, I Finally Cried

I've been keeping it bottled up inside me since time immemorial. And tonight, I finally let it all out. I poured my heart out to Him. Nobody else listened to my sobs and saw my puffed eyes but myself and God. Just between me and Him. I cried till my eyes hurt, my head throbbed, my chest ached and till I can't cry any more tears. I was surprised it felt so good to express my frustrations, anger, fear and pain without saying a single word. Nice to know He knew and understood everything with every tear that i shed.

I wept and wept as if there's no tomorrow.

When I got over it, I pulled myself together, sat in front of my PC and here I am, writing, living and moving on as if nothing happened.