Saturday, July 18, 2009

Fly High in the Sky of Love

I always liked this song back in high school. Having stumbled upon this acoustic version on my iTunes playlist (I forgot I have this version!), all the mushy cheesy eeeewy feelings in me were stirred up. Teeeehee.

High
by: Lighthouse Family

When you're close to tears remember someday it'll all be over
One day we gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December what's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days when we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through and at
At the end of the day remember the way we stayed so close to the edge
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep it flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high

After hearing the song, I wanted not only to be loved but to actually feel loved again. To feel the way I feel upon seeing my crush early in the morning at school. In fact, I want to FEEL again. I have been THINKING and THINKING and THINKING for the longest time and right now I just want to fly high in the sky of love. A few things of the past have somehow turned my heart into a cold, unfeeling, stony heart.

And it's about time I reawaken the cheesiness in me.

It's time I started doing what I always wanted. Fly high in the sky of... love. :'(

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

All 'Bout Us 'N Dance

Jazz.
It's what I've always wanted to do and I feel I'm getting there. One day I'll see myself making triple turns. It's not easy, but practice makes permanent. Hehe.

Coffee after rehearsals.
If we can stay up late rehearsing, then we can definitely stay up late having fun. Or is it the other way around? Either way, I know we enjoy spending time with each other through work and play.


It's all about us and dance.
Coming June 2009.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

This Love Is Taking All of My Energy...



I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
Cause I put too much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
Cause it's killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history

Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How did we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

Seems only like yesterday, Not even gravity
Could keep your feet off the ground when you're with me
How can two be as one
We've become so divided now
There's no use hiding from my misery

Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How did we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

Now I can feel a change in me
And I can't afford to slip much further from the person I was meant to be
I'm not afraid to walk alone
Not giving up but moving on before it gets to deep
Cause you're taking all of my energy

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How did we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How did we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Last Christmas :)

Our last performance for the year 2008.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

2008: An Eventful Year

The Year 2008 is over and as I recall everything that happened to me, I realized it's been quite eventful--dramatic, full of joy, thrilling, and heartbreaking.


I'd say... it was a year of struggles.

I had a very good summer which was filled with two dance concerts, one which I was a performer (Sync) and another one that I co-produced (Force). These events truly tested my faith and taught me to hold on to what I really love doing: dancing and teaching. It's making a difference in people's lives by sharing what I have and what I know.

When there are weddings, baby showers follow shortly. Thus, if I was the bridesmaid of the year last 2007, I was ninang of the year 2008. I gotta start hiding every Christmas season! Haha! Everyone seem to have given birth last year, or at least have started to grow bumps on their stomachs. I am a proud tita now anyway!


The major lesson I learned was that I have to obey God's instructions for me to receive his promises. 2008 started with a blast--I knew it was going to be a year of breakthroughs. However, by the middle of the year, I found myself struggling with a lot of things. I felt I am not receiving God's blessings fully and that I am not truly walking down the path He paved for me. I asked God so many times why I was unhappy and even felt guilty about feeling that way. I had a great job where I excel, great friends and a loving family. When the answer came, it struck me like lightning. I knew what I needed to do right from the very start but I kept denying it.

My hands were full and there was no more room for God's promises.

It was a tough time--I knew I had to quit my job but I was scared that it would make me financially unstable. I was so scared to get out of my comfort zone, but at the same time I knew I could do so many other things if I leave.

I resigned anyway and I have been a full time entrepreneur and freelance teacher since October. I miss my workmates but I know our relationships didn't end there anyway. And I miss the British accent sometimes. Haha.

It is definitely not easy, but I am beaming with joy each day knowing I am doing what I truly love to do. I am thrilled at what 2009 will bring--as I list down my faith goal for this year, my heart is pounding so loud, I could almost feel everything happening as I write them. =)